We made a big, BIG purchase this weekend. The Nikon D90. What a camera. I truly have NO idea what I am doing with it in my hands but I have SO enjoyed shooting pictures this weekend with my new toy. What a complete pleasure it is! This camera is so good at capturing moments--almost too good. So good that you are thinking about the shot and not the moment. I have been living outside of the moment for quite some time now. This was a really expensive tool to remind me to get back into life.
Sunday, March 15, 2009
Retail Therapy Anyone?
We made a big, BIG purchase this weekend. The Nikon D90. What a camera. I truly have NO idea what I am doing with it in my hands but I have SO enjoyed shooting pictures this weekend with my new toy. What a complete pleasure it is! This camera is so good at capturing moments--almost too good. So good that you are thinking about the shot and not the moment. I have been living outside of the moment for quite some time now. This was a really expensive tool to remind me to get back into life.
Saturday, March 14, 2009
Little Hands for Little Cups
We had tea and dumplings Chinese Gardens today, a rainy, bluish kind of Saturday. The general consensus upon driving up to the place was that it was going to be a bust--the gardens are small and are located on a rather dismal street in small Portland Chinatown. But once we got got inside, we realized how wrong we were. The smell of new flowers--gardenias, maybe lotus blossoms (do those smell?)--swirled through my nose and I was hooked, and so were the kids. Entranced is probably a better word for what me and Brian felt, and energized is certainly the word that would describe the kids' behavior. The rain made the experience even more calming. We watched together the little circles made bigger as the rain drops landed on the pools of water inside the gardens, we caught rain in our mouths, and we forgot for the moments we were there about the bluer moments we have had on the outside.
Friday, February 20, 2009
Grateful Thursday
One of the best parts of my day is our (or my) morning breakfast. I learned from my mother that if you fill the coffee pot the night before and all you have to do is press on in the morning for your coffee to magically appear, it can make a whole world of difference in your day. So, my dark, strong coffee in the morning with plain whole milk yogurt, granola and honey is just exactly the way that I want to start my days. Just exactly.
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
Grateful Tuesday
I have been trying to devote some thought these days to what I am grateful for. Sadly, I am not so used to doing this. I do a lot of thinking about what I wish I had, what it would be like if, and not about what I do have.
1. I am grateful for peanut butter and jelly sandwiches. With BBQ Kettle chips. And pickles.

2. I am grateful for community acupuncture here in Portland. The treatments are extremely inexpensive. Not sure if they are effective yet but I am giving them a shot.
3. I am grateful for my newly repaired camera. Not so sure that it is focusing as well as it used to but it is in my hands and that makes me happy.
1. I am grateful for peanut butter and jelly sandwiches. With BBQ Kettle chips. And pickles.
2. I am grateful for community acupuncture here in Portland. The treatments are extremely inexpensive. Not sure if they are effective yet but I am giving them a shot.
3. I am grateful for my newly repaired camera. Not so sure that it is focusing as well as it used to but it is in my hands and that makes me happy.
Thursday, February 12, 2009
Birds
We are (or I am) currently obsessed with birds around this house. I am thrilled by their colors, their variety, their feeding patterns--Harvey is just convinced that they are going to bite him. "Look Harvey, there's a blue bird, " says Mama. "Wherl, wherl? " says Harvey moving his head back and forth without really looking at anything. "There H! There!" "Bird, bite me. Bite me"
On a particularly grey afternoon here last weekend, we turned an old orange juice carton into a bird feeder. Cut two holes on the side, stuck a branch though the middle for a perch, and used a coat hanger to hang it up. We got a beautiful hit immediately--a black and white little chirping thing, but the house, as far as I can tell, has been dead since then. Maybe the birds don't like the paint? the orange juice smell? Not sure, but we are still keeping our eyes out for them.
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
This One is For You, Gary

It has been one long, cold winter in more ways than one this January/ February. Our trip back to Brian's homeland has been a bright spot in the dimness. We spent time with cozy family and warm friends and got a good dose of home to get us through the rest of the season here in Portland, Oregon. Brian's travels ramped down and have ramped back up in a big way this month. We are looking forward to a weekend home and gearing up for nine days away from home next week. I have a whole season of Brothers and Sisters on hand to get me through the nights and two sometimes grumpy but mostly charming toddlers to drag me through my days. Just waiting for the warm to come. Just waiting.
Saturday, January 3, 2009
Nothing But Miracles

Why! who makes much of a miracle?
As to me, I know of nothing else but miracles,
Whether I walk the streets of Manhattan,
Or dart my sight over the roofs of houses toward the sky,
Or wade with naked feet along the beach, just in the edge of the
water,
Or stand under trees in the woods,
Or talk by day with any one I love--or sleep in the bed at night with
any one I love,
Or sit at table at dinner with my mother,
Or look at strangers opposite me riding in the car,
Or watch honey-bees busy around the hive, of a summer forenoon,
Or animals feeding in the fields,
Or birds--or the wonderfulness of insects in the air,
Or the wonderfulness of the sun-down--or of stars shining so quiet
and bright,
Or the exquisite, delicate, thin curve of the new moon in spring;
Or whether I go among those I like best, and that like me best--
mechanics, boatmen, farmers,
Or among the savans--or to the soiree--or to the opera,
Or stand a long while looking at the movements of machinery,
Or behold children at their sports,
Or the admirable sight of the perfect old man, or the perfect old
woman,
Or the sick in hospitals, or the dead carried to burial,
Or my own eyes and figure in the glass;
These, with the rest, one and all, are to me miracles,
The whole referring--yet each distinct, and in its place.
To me, every hour of the light and dark is a miracle,
Every cubic inch of space is a miracle,
Every square yard of the surface of the earth is spread with the
same,
Every foot of the interior swarms with the same;
Every spear of grass--the frames, limbs, organs, of men and women,
and all that concerns them,
All these to me are unspeakably perfect miracles.
To me the sea is a continual miracle;
The fishes that swim--the rocks--the motion of the waves--the ships,
with men in them,
What stranger miracles are there?
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